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Hello everyone, please forgive me for falling so far behind on my blogging duties. i have been stressed to the maxxxxx. Ever since adding a second major (has not taken effect yet, it will next semester), i have really been taking inventory on my scholarly life. For the time being, i have found i hate my current one (molecular bio). It must be due to the courseload i have to take to get the degree. i got all but two classes done with a year ago, but was still at least 30 hours short of graduation. So, i am currently taking irrelevant upper division courses that don't have shit to do with my major! And to make things even better, most of the classes have nothing to do with each other, despite being one of the bio sciences.

So i get to spend lots of time learning shit i will never need to remember, or know, or care about in a few months. Want to know what a pterygiophore has to do with molecular bio? nothing! Currently i am cramming for a test where the teacher has over 200 powerpoint slides loaded with big words to memorize.

I cant help but reflect back on all the fun times and great nights with my friends....that i missed out on because i decided to go to class the next day, or study, or do a paper. Weak. Once this semester is over i will get back on my proper schedule of my blogging responsibilities, and who know, maybe i will have something positive or uplifting to write about for a change!

TL;DR wahhhh wahhhhhhh wahhhhhhhhh, poooor me



Heres a video clip that captures how i feel at this point in time. I am the shoe.